Friday, August 19, 2011


I realize I may be a bit behind on this show, but I just started watching Heavy, the A&E program, on Netflix. I am really enjoying it, especially since half the show's participants from the first serason are from Texas. I remember all the work I went through in the first few months after my surgery and I am raring to get started again. I am looking forward to starting a new fitness regime at my local Y, although I will not be able to afford a trainer at first, I will save up so I can get a few sessions a couple of months down the line, hopefully.

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Literally Starting Over

Hmmm... kind of a bummer. I did not lose any weight, but I did gain some more. I am up way past what I started at the day I got my first fill. I still have weird swelling in my legs and all my old problems are back to boot.

I am going to kick start my weight loss this week by not eating solid food this weekend. Just soups and pudding type stuff. I'm sick that I'm practically immobile and have no desire to be in the public eye anymore. I tried to turn down having my hair done on my birthday because I did not want to walk through the mall. My mom kept prodding (not a cow joke) me to do it, so I finally called to see if they even had an available appointment, since we were just inside the mall having her glasses repaired. I am glad I had it done, but I feel horrible in public because I feel like a science project gone wrong, or a train wreck that everyone's gathering around.